It really drains me, having to keep coming back here to say this. That energy, along with the energies of many others, could be released for good work if the blockage noted is removed.
I keep hoping in good hope, only to be repeatedly disappointed, even after two and a half years of writing here. Please understand if i don't return again for a while
Shit. I simply had [i]no idea[/i] what kind of effect we were having on you. My God! Why didn't you say something sooner.
For the record:
I do not accept human rights abuses done in the name of [your] ideology in the past.
I hope my words will bring some comfort and peace to your haggard life.
Fear not - of course I will understand if we do not see you here for a while. Wounds such as yours take time to heal. I understand perfectly.
Godspeed, you precious, delicate soul.