I'm trying my damndest to avoid members of my organization from causing violence and intentionally instigating security so that makes me trying to control everything and be the supreme queen of everything lol
I think you're completely missing the point.
Within your own organization I think it is great if you put your position forward, try and influence your group through discussion, debate, whatever.
The problem is when you are willing to say these people shouldn't get to protest because I don't like how they do it. You aren't wrong not to like it. No one is saying you have to like it. But for you to think that you have the moral position to say who does or does not get to protest and who should go to jail for their mode of expression... Are you kidding me? I'd much rather stand with a black bloc than with someone who is on the side of the police. any day of the week.